Something that I never expect
Guys, this is a random thought because I have to do something different. But I ever think this twice before I share my picture or my photo. So, for the first time again, I’m back with a photo no hijab. I ever share my photo on Facebook but it’s happening in the first semester when I study in the university. And maybe after the fifth or sixth semester or maybe the last semester, I’m never take off my hijab when I’m taking a picture.
When I move to a different place, the place is so far from my college and my neighbors mostly mix between women and men, so when I dry up some clothes I’m using a hoodie. The hoodie is like an alternate to my hijab. So, yeah I’m always going outside using a hoodie if I’m lazy for using hijab.
And this time, I cut my hair and I look so different than before. Because I never have short hair in my life, I guess. So, I think I look so pretty hahaha. And I want to show that to my friend in the same line or at the same age as me.
But it’s harder because I’m never doing like this before. I’m asking my friend about my idea. And my friend doesn’t agree. I ask my women friend. They say “I do not agree Shel”. So, I decide to I want that but I’m not sharing with the public so I’m just sharing to Friends that ever closed to me. But I have a lot of Manfriend. Haha
Yeah, I do that. And maybe they will be surprised because they never meet me without hijab. But I ever share my face like a when I’m in Junior high school, Senior High school, when I’m in the Junior high school I’m not wearing hijab.
Sometimes I’m open my hijab and sometimes I’m wearing a hijab. That’s my personal. But it’s always thinking in my head. But it’s okay, I’m still learning to know what I want.
I think I am more comfortable using the hijab. But to take some pictures, sometimes I’m not wearing that because I just wanna share that I look so good. It’s okay, right?
Don’t be surprised guys, this is a random thought.
